Missed Times

I'M LIKE TRULY BORED OUT OF MY MIND CAUSE WILL'S AT WORK. OK, I LIKE NEVER LISTEN TO COUNTRY MUSIC ANYMORE...WELL TONITE WHILE I WAS BORED I PUT IT ON CMT AND THE COUNTRY MUSIC AWARDS WERE ON SO I THOUGHT "HMMMM WHY NOT WATCH THEM" WELL WHILE I WAS WATCHING THEM I DECIDED TO CALL MY MOM AND OF COURSE DROPPED THE REMOTE WHILE I WAS TALKING TO HER....I SOUND UNCOORDINATED HUH? ANYHOWS I DROPPED THE REMOTE ON THE FLOOR AND CAN'T PICK IT UP SOOO THE TV IS STUCK ON CMT, I GOT BORED OF THAT AND CAME BACK IN HERE....OK I'LL GET TO THE WHOLE POINT OF MY STORY NOW, MAYBE. MAYBE I SHOULD WRITE BOOKS CAUSE I CAN TALK FOREVER AND HAVE A WILD IMAGINATION....BUT ANYHOWS BACK TO MY STORY OK MY HEAD GOT DIZZY SO I WENT BACK IN THERE TO LAY BACK IN MY CHAIR AND LISTEN TO MUSIC. A SONG CAME ON BY JEWEL CALLED STEPHENVILLE, TEXAS AND IT BROUGHT BACK GREAT MEMORIES. ONLY A FEW PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS LIST WILL KNOW THAT TOWN. MY GRANDPARENTS USE TO LIVE BY STEPHENVILLE AND I ALWAYS WENT AND VISITED THEM ON SCHOOL BREAKS BEFORE THE ACCIDENT. I ALWAYS HAD THE BEST TIME THERE WITH MY COUSINS AND FRIENDS. I GOT AWAY WITH SNEAKING OUT CAUSE THERE WAS A DOOR RIGHT BY THE BOTTOM OF THE STAIRS. EVEN THOUGH I THINK MY GRANDPA KNEW BECAUSE HE ALWAYS WENT TO THE CAFE AT AROUND 3 TO GET EVERYTHING READY BEFORE THEY OPENED AND WE WOULD EITHER BE GETTING HOME OR OUR FRIENDS WOULD BE LEAVING. KINDA FUNNY HOW MUCH U MISS THOSE TIMES AND WISH U COULD GO BACK AND DO IT ALL OVER. BUT ANYHOWS REMEMBER TO NEVER FORGET THE GREAT TIMES U HAD OR THE PEOPLE WHO WERE WITH U WHILE IT WAS HAPPENING

11 years

On this day 11yrs ago I was a 16yr old that thought I could do whatever I wanted and everything would be fine, even though many people told me that I needed to stop before I got hurt....But did I listen, NO, and I was in a wreck. That wreck broke my neck and paralyzed me, which sucks, but I'm very lucky I'm still alive. These 11yrs have been hard and made me want to just die at times, but they've also been great cause of everything I've got to do, everywhere I've had a chance to be, and all the great people I've met and know. Always remember everything happens for a reason and look at the great things that have come from it. At times its very hard to do that, but when u do it'll make u smile and realize what u could have lost and the bad thoughts will go away. To all my friends and family that have been with me through these 11yrs and seen everything that has happened...THANK YOU.....I luv and miss u all so much!!!!!!!!!!!

Bored Again

I'm sooo sooooo sooooo bored, which sucks cause I swear I've got like 50 million thoughts going through my head. Ok maybe not that many but it seems like it. Will is at the gym playing basketball so I can't talk to him....even though I never really do talk to him so that doesn't matter I guess. I guess I could talk to my doggies but they can't talk back so that would suck to. Its almost the new year, wonder how it will be. Hopefully we'll move away from up here, but probably not. You can still wish and dream for it though, right? Make urself happy and do what u luv doing so the time ur where u don't wanna be will maybe go by faster. I hope whoever reads this has a great new year and that u get to do and see everything u want to....