11 years

On this day 11yrs ago I was a 16yr old that thought I could do whatever I wanted and everything would be fine, even though many people told me that I needed to stop before I got hurt....But did I listen, NO, and I was in a wreck. That wreck broke my neck and paralyzed me, which sucks, but I'm very lucky I'm still alive. These 11yrs have been hard and made me want to just die at times, but they've also been great cause of everything I've got to do, everywhere I've had a chance to be, and all the great people I've met and know. Always remember everything happens for a reason and look at the great things that have come from it. At times its very hard to do that, but when u do it'll make u smile and realize what u could have lost and the bad thoughts will go away. To all my friends and family that have been with me through these 11yrs and seen everything that has happened...THANK YOU.....I luv and miss u all so much!!!!!!!!!!!

Bored Again

I'm sooo sooooo sooooo bored, which sucks cause I swear I've got like 50 million thoughts going through my head. Ok maybe not that many but it seems like it. Will is at the gym playing basketball so I can't talk to him....even though I never really do talk to him so that doesn't matter I guess. I guess I could talk to my doggies but they can't talk back so that would suck to. Its almost the new year, wonder how it will be. Hopefully we'll move away from up here, but probably not. You can still wish and dream for it though, right? Make urself happy and do what u luv doing so the time ur where u don't wanna be will maybe go by faster. I hope whoever reads this has a great new year and that u get to do and see everything u want to....

A KINDA GREAT HOLIDAY

HI EVERYBODY!!!!!! I HAD FUN GETTING TO GO TO OKLIEHOMIE AND SEE ALMOST EVERYBODY. IT WAS GREAT BUT THEN ON SUNDAY ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS, I'VE KNOWN LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE, HAD A HEART BREAKING THING HAPPEN, HER GRANDMA DIED. HER GRANDMA IS LIKE MINE TO CAUSE SHE'S KNOWN ME MY WHOLE LIFE. SHE WAS A VERY SWEET LADY AND VERY CREATIVE, SHE MADE SOME OF THEY PRETTIEST THINGS. I TOLD MY FRIEND WHAT I TOLD MYSELF WHEN MY GRANDMA DIED EXACTLY 4 MONTHS BEFORE HERS DID...HER GRANDPA NEEDED HER UP IN HEAVEN TO TAKE CARE OF HIM AND HELP HIM WATCH OVER EVERYONE. I HOPE AND PRAY MY FRIEND AND HER FAMILY FEEL INSIDE HOW GREAT AND SAFE HER GRANDMA IS NOW IN HEAVEN WITH HER GRANDPA. BUT ANYHOWS I HOPE EVERYBODYS HOLIDAY WAS GREAT. LUV YAS